Been quiet for a really really long time!

Well, with the lack of traffic to my blog simply discourage me to write another blog. I've been active in blogging last few years but, been in quite a downfall in recent times. Now, you all know that I've been an avid fan of music regardless of genres. Now, I mostly listens to metalcore, deathcore, hardcore and anything that you can prefix with core at the back. ( Laughs ) I've been active with the scene lately where my friends organising events after another, quite a busy year for Sarawak music scene. This year we're receiving guest from most parts of Sarawak and a band from Singapore which, much to my pleasure making friends with. The Caulfield Cult guys surely is friendly. Now, Sarawak I think got more to show to around the world with bands such as Cousin of Death, Search and Destroy, Destruction Zero or Dance On Your Grave to name a few. If anyone is reading this, listen to them! Hey, don't be fooled though this guys aren't signed to major labels doesn't mean their songs sucks, these guys are GOOD! And yes, they do have their own materials which is properly recorded, track by track, metronome shits and stuffs! Here are some of their videos on youtube...

No Pity For A Coward!

Dry your eyes
Hide your face with your hands
One last breath
Hold it in
Fuck your past
The future
Is in your hand
Just sit back and relax
Put your fucking shades on
Put that gun to your head
You're a fucking disgrace
Can your god save you now? (6x)
You coward (4x)
Drowning yourself
In your tears
No one has
Pity for you
Pity for you (3x)
Seconds from the end
What's it gonna be
Pull the trigger bitch (4x)

Tempt!

So, last week I went to Maybank to bank in some of my hard earned money to my ASB account which can only be only withdraw via account book. A good move for me as, I’m not good with money, I tend to over spent within my own expenses. Now, FYI my beloved Sony Ericsson C903 is long gone because of a faulty RIBBON ( I don’t actually know the real name of this part..people kept on mention RIBBON..hence, the RIBBON ) . But then, my understanding dad gets me the best next thing, a NOKIA 1616. WTF is that, right? Ha3..it’s actually a basic phone which works great for me. Simple, sturdy and most important of all, CHEAP! I actually hesitated of getting this simple phone as, I’ve been using Nokia 5300, Sony Ericsson K810i and the latest, Sony Ericsson C903. Now, the mere sight of watching people using those latest touchscreen, android, QWERTY phone tempt me of getting rid of my Nokia 1616 and buying one of those! Well, nuff said, I don’t the money to buy one and even if I’m buying one, I simply against my own pledge of not buying a new phone until I started working next year. Well, how bad would it be, it’s only 8 months away right? Well, till then I’m sticking to Nokia 1616!

BCNR33!

It's normal for boys to dream about cars, thinking of getting one but in reality, they can't afford it, thinking of driving it but, no one would let them drive one. The same goes for me, it's been 8 years since I fell in love with Nissan Skyline especially, BCNR33. Yes, the car of my dream! If you ask my girlfriend, she would know everything bout' it that's because I generously spent a lot of time talking bout' the car and she even seems to be infuriated by it! Ha3, I'm sorry babe! Why Skyline? Well, just search for the videos in YOUTUBE and you will understand. The roar of the machine, is something that I simply can't resist! The curve, the looks, the engine and the speed of the machine got it being nicknamed as 'GODZILLA'! Should I explain further? Nah, I don't think I need to. Last week, I stumble upon a website where people put up their car for sale and there it is, a mint BCNR33 for sale for just a mere RM100k! RM100k!!!!!! I'm willing to fork out that sum of money if I'm that rich..Owh, when will I drive one? When will I got the money to buy one? Lord, please hear my prayer and grant me one BCNR33!

I'm wondering...

when will democracy stands in Malaysia? ( Right now, the idea of democracy in Malaysia is ONE PARTY to rule )







"Politicians are like diapers, they need to be changed regularly"

15 Malaysia???

This is the other video that is in 15malaysia.com the '107Malaysia'....

When your phone broke, you....

Ok, my phone's broke and need a repair / replacement ASAP! Yesterday, my phone's screen suddenly acting weird and few minutes later, the display totally out! So here today, I'm googling myself a new phone and have been stumbling upon phone of my dream yet again which is, Iphone 4. Why do I like Iphone 4? Maybe because of it's status symbol that shows you've money to waste or you're some stupid loser who's spending beyond your means. I've been reading a few review of the phone and it seems the more I read, the more I'm thinking of not buying it. Well, I'm not going to replace my phone as my SE C903 is been a great phone for me! It's simple, elegant and yes, I love the Sony Cybershot camera look. My phone's ribbon which connect the phone to the screen might have been 'injured', I guess, just new to replace it and thanks GOD, my phone is still under warranty! Well, I thinking of whether should I or should not I change my phone? I've a very long list of wanting and having a phone that doesn't fit the picture, would left me devastated! Futhermore, I've been thinking to myself, it is the time that I should grab a touchscreen phone or at least a QWERTY phone, so that's either going to be a Blackberry or Nokia E-series or HTC or Samsung or Motorola which most of it are damn pricey! I'm not going to get another Sony Ericsson, I'm sorry but, I've been a loyal user for 3 years already. It's time to move on, sadly. By the way yesterday, I've been on a phone-search and E72 is quite appealing to me. So, I'm now waiting for the payday and yes, you can hear from me soon!

Fuel Hike...what I read bout' it and what I think of it...

As usual, I start my daily breakfast with few good blogs reading and I actually found out that, most of my worth-read blogs did mention bout' the fuel hike. Since the yesteryear, we have been experiencing fuel price fluctuation, it's something that all of us hated especially a student like me. Hah, depending on my lil' allowance, the price of fuel is a burden that I've to face. But, seriously how much damage would 5 cent do? Well, it won't do a single dent on my wallet if it's just 5 cent but, if you are buying fuel for i.e motorcycle for RM3, which would have maxed my tank years ago now, it only gives me half the tank. So, in that equation, price hike kills me! Now, I've to spend bout RM6 for a full tank. Then, we go to cars, how much RM10 gives you the last time? Now, it would take RM 15 ( or less... ) to fill in the same volume. What startled me is, why does, us as law-abiding citizen need to pay more for our fuel when our IPPs ( Independent Power Producer ) gain million ringgits of profit? Then, we look at another factor, with the price hike of petrol, the price of other commercial items such as, sugar, food, teh o, kopi o, kam pua and etc, would increase hence, higher cost of living! Now, the poor government servant would receive the same salary for the higher cost of living. I believe, one day if this goes along, there will be bankruptcy everywhere as people will resort to loans to live up with the current life cost. Now, as 'rakyat' we need to fork out more of our money as our government would do everything to suck us dry. Mega-project such as RM5 billion 100-storey Menara Warisan Merdeka is such a waste of money as the billion ringgit would be better to spend on decreasing the current life cost. That's what a man in his 20's think bout' it. Would the Menara help us in decreasing the fuel price? Would the Menara attribute to the development of the country? If those money were meant to spend on Pan-Borneo highway, us Sarawakians and Sabahans would have a nice highway like those in the peninsular. Hey, don't blame me, I'm the one who drive 6 hours for 350km journey to Kuching from Sibu which, would take less if the roads were better, right? Not forgetting, the tax that we have to pay for car! We, Malaysian are paying the most expensive car price in the world now, that would have covered all the subsidies for the fuel right? Nooo....'they' need to put big taxes on cars so that we would buy the crappy 'Potong' which I guess have the highest fuel consumption among the cars in Malaysia and crappy 'Frog-dua' which the chassis would easily been destroyed by even the slightest crash than buying a much-much-much safer and fuel-efficient TOYOTA and HONDA! But hey, who listens to a guy in 20's? Blame me for the ignorance, for the money I waste on beers, the saliva I waste on meaningless chats and the time I spent to write this blog, I know nothing about running a country. It's just an honest opinion, a naive opinion.

The First Post Of 2011!

The new year is here and I'm just a year away from finishing my Diploma and start working. It's weird when we realize how fast time flies, it seems like yesterday I got accepted into KKAK and now I'm in my 3rd year, weird isn't it? BTW, 2010 seems like a bad year for me especially December, nothing goes right and lots and lots of money were lost. I hope 2011 will do justice for me, after all, a man can't be having bad luck all the time right? Huh, I guess it's my luck. What am I hoping for 2011? A new year resolution? Well, I hope everything will be well and please, no more ill-fated *shits*! Let me summarise 2010 in an instance, my mate died of cancer, my father's beloved Toyota Vios *BYE* ( not in the mood for explaining), I crashed two of my families cars twice ( my brother's and my father's 2nd car ), well...uhhhh..nothing else I guess but, thanks GOD the people I love are still here with me ( my families, friends and my Bie ). One thing for sure, one door closes another opens right? Well, a bit bout this year, I'm a 3rd year student of EH ( Environmental Health that's for short ) and this year, I'm on practical for 2 semester and finishing my Diploma of EH. I'm doing my practical in Sarikei or "Pusat Latihan Amali Sarikei" for a year. Huh, I don't think it's going to be a long year as I'll be busy with lots of assignments as well as reports, health talk, inspections, attachments and all of the other things. In spite of the delight of being in my final year, I have to spent a year away from my girl, well, she is now also doing her practical in Salcra, Kuching. Hopefully, she'll be doing fine although, I miss her a lot. Long distance relationship really suck. Well, I still remember the time we watch 'Going The Distance' starred by Justin Long and Drew Barrymore. What an appropriate movie to watch before we, ourselves having a long distance relationship. Life's is all that, maybe something good will come from all of this.

When you don't know...

what to do with your ASTRO decoder, call for assistance and wallah! The volume-probs fixed in no-time!

Tattoos I've so far....

BUNGAI TERUNG. That's the traditional Iban tattoo. Bungai Terung tattoo is the first tattoo that an Iban should get when one would get a tattoo. So why not, get a tattoo in honour of your tradition rather than the one that are 'IN', right? I get this done at Monkey Tattoo Studio in Kuching. Believe me, when you want to get an Iban tribal tattoo, Jeremy is the man that you should get. Being my first ink on my body, I'm proud with pair eventhough, it fade a bit right now but, a little touch up is on the way. Healing of the tattoo was quite hard for me, because just a day after the tattoo were done, I've to go for travelling to Lundu and you guess it, infection got in the way. Trust me, you don't want to get infection on your tattoo always keep yourself clean and antiseptic cream would be your new bestfriend! Thanks god, Jeremy is kind enough ( he is still kind, ha3..) to give me free touch up after all, it was all my fault. All is done and my next tattoo is,
KOI FISH. According to Japanese references, a Koi Fish tattoo symbolize, the phase of your life. For me, a Koi Fish heading up toward the Dragon Gate shows, I'm still heading towards my goals in life and as, there are a lot of hardships on the way, Koi Fish also symbolize PERSEVERANCE. And yes, perseverance as it is, it took me about 2 months to complete it. I decided to go for Half- sleeve tattoo and maybe an extension in the near future. This tattoo, means a lot to me. All the hardships in life can be CONQUERED if you have a will. An appropiate combination to a Koi Fish tattoo would be a DRAGON TATTOO because, in Japanese mythology, Koi Fish that have succeed in swimming towards the Dragon Gate would become a DRAGON. It's a maybe for an extension.
Here, my picture with my tattoos. More of it to come!

When life...

start to get you in between the crossroads...SMILE!

So sick

I'm listening to Ne-Yo's so sick. Can't imagine why I'm listening to that song. I guess, I've some problems with my relationship nowadays...everything is okay..but, i just hate it when we fight every other day..i love her...really..i've everything figured out for both of us, the cars, the house and the life that i wanted to lead with her..maybe it's just a part of me that being so sad bout everything..the last thing i want right now is break-up. I just can't handle them. I know, I'm not the most eligible bachelor around, i'm not perfect in some ways but, i can assure her that my love is true and with a career in hand, i can tell her that I got everything on the run for both of us. I just hope that she wouldn't pull another stunt like the previous one..I know jealousy is bad, but it's good sometimes cause you get to now that she's paying attention and she loves you.


Love hurts because it feels good....

aha...the fresh look!

It's wayyyyyyyyyyyyyy beeeeeennnnnn toooooooooo looooooonnnnnnnnnnnnngggggggggg since my last post! Finally, after a few tweaks on my blog layout, it's time to start blogging once more. So, what's up with all the months with no post? Nothing much really, it's pretty much packed with assignments and whole lot of lectures and studies. Btw, I'm not going to write much on this one. Wait for another update.

why i've decided to write another blog...

It seems like my last post was a lightyear away, I've been busy with all the activities that I shouldn't have done and blah3...I've started reading blogs again for my morning breakfast.. (yeah, i consider reading as a breakfast for my mind..how thoughtful). I've reading many blogs about cars lately, particularly about Nissan Skyline R34, a car that I've been admiring for years.. In fact, if I've a really deep wallet and freakishly wealthy parent, I would have buy a CBA-R35 or at least BNR34 well, I will really be happy if I am to own a turbo-ed kancil right now. *laughs* as an admirer of cars (i'm not an owner yet) it seems that buying cars is like getting into marriage, yes, you've to care for her, live with her and love her, you surely don't wanna buy a car that you don't love right? I mean a car supposed to be love! Anyway, I'm really bored to be in class at the moment as there are no lecturers around and I really got nothing else to do. As I sunk away in boredom, I'm off to dreams about cars which I can never buy, yeah, whaddaya know, I'm just a typical Malaysian who works for the government..peace out!

months since my last post

i'm definitely in state of insomnia now, i can't sleep, i can't do anything...i'll be sitting for my exam tomorrow...i've never been this depressed during exam time before, maybe it's because i'm now studying law...which i can only describe as ridiculous! does law really need long, confusing, boring sentences??????? no wonder when people done something wrong, they don't even knew it was forbidden by law....ha3...by the way, i was memorizing instead of understanding...because, in KPPK 2213, your answer must be exactly the same as in the Akta Makanan 1983...the whole book to memorise? i rather die! i'm quite depressed...and definitely, homesick too...i couldn't wait to be home which is, next wednesday! totally sick of laws!

i'm tired

i can't wait to be in sibu again..this weekend. i'm having my mid-sem break and i would like to rest a bit from all college stuffs. hopefully, no assignment! and yes, i'm a bit cranky now..not in the mood at all. well, life in college is so boring and stressful..ha3..well, at least i got a job in the end. can't wait for the sem break! and, i've been working on my latest addition to my body..working on sessions but, it's worth it! i wouldn't upload the pic..untill it's finish so wait up! well, chow!

In lack of photos and ideas...

Hah..i guess it's months since my last update. nothing interesting happen tho' in those period. and i just got my dongle fixed so now, i can online 24-7 as i wish. ha3..great! what have i been doing for the last few weeks? well, quite a lot of partying and eating. one thing for sure, i have lost a few kilos..i can finally use my surf pants again! hooray! thanks mee sedaap! hahahah..well, few days ago, my coursemate and i were taken to Kpg Tabuan something2 to catch mosquito for study. damn, now i got mosquito bites all over my body. quite tiring tho' but i've some fun. it's way better than spending hours in college! hahahahah...and last week, i went to Tambak to watch some cars racing. damn, i've fallen in love with v-tec! such a nice sound..the roar..the deep roar! i wish i have enough money to buy Honda cars..hush..just a dream i guess. and yes, my friends and i went to SOHO and party..nothing i need to explain tho'..you get the pic.. clubbing scene in Kuching is way better than Sibu..my next journey would be either Paragon or Barzing..ha3..just wait untill payday! that's all i guess in conclusion what i've been doing..besides endless lectures and credit hour hunting!

what's up with 2010?!

i got to admit that this is one of the worst year in my life..it started with sadness, sorrow and not to mention it's getting on my nerve! i never have been expecting it would be as bad as this. hmm..today i got trouble with mr.pengarah and the gang for some issues i rather not be telling about. it's all a mess! and yet, the year just started! life is another chore that i've to put up to.. please tell me, that life is worth to be redeem! i simply couldn't find any joy..hmm..i feel the tense.. it's breaking me apart..please help me someone..i just need someone to bail me out! and plus, i hate this college! if mr.SIRIM are reading this, KKAK doesn't deserve the MS:ISO standard because they do nothing to make life better for the students here instead, they extort us, threaten us with our bonds and implement stupid and crazy rules which for most of free and civilised being couldn't accpet! please, be considerate! how would they feel if their sons and daughters in my shoes? i just want to break free..all i can say..WTF!!!!! F**k!!!!!!! F**K!!!!

lost..never be back again..

it has been awhile since my last update. and in that while. i've lost one of my trusted and closest friend. Doster. that's his name. i've never thought i could lost a friend like him. he's always been the one with the jokes and laughter. everybody seems to be happy when he is around and, i know that for sure because we all still laugh when we remember the good times we had with him. i don't even regard him as a friend but, as one of my brothers. we always have that brotherhood bonds in our band. i know i've always been a really good friend. we always fight and argue in most of the things but, brothers also had fights right? i still remember when we argue all over the weekend when we're doing a gig in Mukah. he's always been the one with the big mouth. he's the funniest guy i've ever known. but, sadly on 17 January 2010. he left us without even saying goodbye. it has been a hard time for him to undergo such a tiring and painful treatment. hmm..the clocks seem to stop ticking the minute i receive the bad news. i've never cried that bad ever since form 5. You'll always be remembered my friend. eventhough you're not here with us. but you'll live on in our melodies and lyrics... Rest In Peace..