back to Kch! KCH?? argh...

finally after weeks of sleeping, doing nothing, lepaking, jamming, gurau-gurau-ing and everything which is considered as time wasting to all, i'll be going back to Kch to continue my study for the 2nd year or 3rd semester! yeah..yeah?? am i happy to be back in Kch for more studying???? huh~ i guess..i'm ready..i'm ready..i'll definitely miss sibu..hell yeah, my family and friends are in sibu.. i don't think i've a real friend in Kch..everybody seems to be a lil' fucked up..i juz wanna be happy.. and yes, i juz wanna live..2010..you come so soon..time goes by, time flies and yeah..it leaves us behind..so cherish every moment you had..live life to the fullest..go beyond everything..you won't realise when you became boring and dull and old..well, i'll be back for February during CNY for HARDCORE FEST 09'! Ha3..can't wait! what should i do when i'm back in Kch??

A) get more tattoos
B) get drunk and crunk
C) sleep????
D) study -.-'
E) enjoy and live life to the fullest

Ha3..which of it???? which???

arghh..this is the drum that i should be covering this monday!

so what do you think???? can i play it??? arghh..it's all up to me now!

Of pukimak and wake the dead!

hahahah~ it's a tiring day for me! this 21st i'll be performing with my project band.. LibraStripp of which the name was taken from me thinking that a Libra would be so sexy if they are stripping..the ladies i mean~ ha3..my band radioholic will take a break..a rest that must! now why i play core stuffs anyway?? i want to experiment with all kinds of genre..don't u call urself a musician if you don't play or listen to other genre..it's not wrong to try isn't it?? it's not wrong to change isn't it? for some it may sound that i'm just another Naratu or Comeback kid wannabe..for me..i just wanna learn..there's nothing wrong in learning right? ermm..

hmm..my drumming going down the drain..

it has been months since the last time i play drums along with my friends..sadly, the skills which took me quite awhile to learn finally..no more..hmm..arghh..fucked up! i really wish i could play like the last time..my hands and legs doing the perfect rhythm and i really can play..now, with my twin pedal far from my sight..my legs can't even play a simple beat of it..damn..i realised this when i joined my friend for a jamm session..songs from Eyes Set To Kill..arghh....it feels so hard..so fking hard! i hope i'll be able to regain my beat and tempo..hmm~

akustik owh akustik

so what do you think? ha3..another milestone in my life! it's a quite tiring to organise this small event..i don't get paid, i don't even want to get paid..well, it's just something that i do so that i wouldn't getting bored to hell this holiday! well, i'm thinking of getting some 'allowance' though..but well, at least i made some friends in the process..to people in Sibu please support our local talent and please..do come to the next acoustic nite..btw, i would like to thanks the manager of the place, Mr. Peter Tiong for being such a great sport to allow our fellow musician to use his venue for this event! looking forward for the next acoustics? contact me!

This Time

Is our time gone forever?
Nothing else seems to matter
Sitting to watch the sun die
Goodbye
Feeling uninspired
Left alone and tired
Waking up to nothing
I need something

I can't say goodbye forever
But I'll say goodbye for now
This time, like last time
It's over
I'm leaving this behind

The walls are closing in now
I'm walking through it somehow
Waking up with nothing
Give me something
I've lost all sense of meaning
Staring at the ceiling
No longer believing everything

I can't say goodbye forever
But I'll say goodbye for now
This time, like last time
It's over
I'm leaving this behind

I can't stand another day without you
But I have to walk away
Infatuation's got me going crazy
Desperation makes me stay
I'm leaving this behind

This time, like last time
It's over
I'm leaving this behind

I've taken all that I can take
So I'm leaving this behind
I'm leaving this behind...

This song totally suits me for the moment..waking up with nothing give me something.. no longer believing anything..i'm leaving this behind...