hmm..my drumming going down the drain..

it has been months since the last time i play drums along with my friends..sadly, the skills which took me quite awhile to learn finally..no more..hmm..arghh..fucked up! i really wish i could play like the last time..my hands and legs doing the perfect rhythm and i really can play..now, with my twin pedal far from my sight..my legs can't even play a simple beat of it..damn..i realised this when i joined my friend for a jamm session..songs from Eyes Set To Kill..arghh....it feels so hard..so fking hard! i hope i'll be able to regain my beat and tempo..hmm~