what's up with 2010?!

i got to admit that this is one of the worst year in my life..it started with sadness, sorrow and not to mention it's getting on my nerve! i never have been expecting it would be as bad as this. hmm..today i got trouble with mr.pengarah and the gang for some issues i rather not be telling about. it's all a mess! and yet, the year just started! life is another chore that i've to put up to.. please tell me, that life is worth to be redeem! i simply couldn't find any joy..hmm..i feel the tense.. it's breaking me apart..please help me someone..i just need someone to bail me out! and plus, i hate this college! if mr.SIRIM are reading this, KKAK doesn't deserve the MS:ISO standard because they do nothing to make life better for the students here instead, they extort us, threaten us with our bonds and implement stupid and crazy rules which for most of free and civilised being couldn't accpet! please, be considerate! how would they feel if their sons and daughters in my shoes? i just want to break free..all i can say..WTF!!!!! F**k!!!!!!! F**K!!!!