so what changes in last two decades??

it's 2010! yeah, i celebrate another new year here in Kuching. not quite really having fun but, it's ok. so what changes in the last two decades (nearly)??? hmm...a lot..it seems that i can't never leave behind my past..it keeps on haunting me and i've keep on thinking 'if's. do i regret over the past? maybe. do i have anything to regret? i don't know. live continue as it is. i'm really determine to shed off few unnecessary kilos this year! i don't want to be plaque with all kind of diseases when i'm old. i've love, i've hate, i've been knocked under. that's my live, seems pretty obvious, we can't get everything that we want in this life. not that beautiful girl you use to adore. not that nice car that you see. not that big wonderful house that you love. seems a bit pessimistic but, i know what to expect in my life. that's life all about. anyway, welcome to our second year together dear, i love you, Michelle.